the girls

i surround myself with beauty
because i have none
but that is wrong
it is in me
waiting for all to see
with the right eyes
the girls bring it out
and cover it up
like sand and shells
without them i am....
still here, but lost
they are everything
and they will never know
my heart
in
a
rhyming pattern
that never made sense in the first place
the beats
sound like the girls
calling my name
i am here
take me, forever
and never give me back