magnified

from every position imaginable
i shout these lines
to the sky
i say i am important
but i dont feel it
to the ground
am i who ive always been?
i torture myself
for no reason
i see the pain
reflect from me
to others
and it is magnified
my heart tears
but only in small places
i will heal
and i will love....
me
one day soon
this will not go unread
these words will not fail
just as i will not fail me